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So I just got back from my first band concert. Since the Giants are playing at the world series (GO GIANTS!) in between each song they would say the score. At the end my principle asked my band teacher to sing "Take Me Out to the Ballgame" be cause it was the 7th inning stretch. So he said he will if we do. So everyone sang, but there's a twist. My bro (biggest Giants fan ever) said Let me root, root root For the GIAAAAANTSSSSS instead of Let me root, root root For the home team. I started laughing really hard, and everyone looked at me and asked me what's wrong. I told them it was my brother and then they said I was just like him

TODAY IS THE DAY MARTY McFLY ARRIVES TO THE FUTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, I JUST go out of school. I was master of ceremonies of my promoting class. I got a couple of awards ( not trying to brag) I got a silver Presidential Academic Achievement award and the superintendent"s service award. Afterwards I went to Tex Wasabi's, and Texas Bar.B.Q and sushi bar,it was DELICIOUS! My mom brought up her favorite subject: What is Jacqueline gonna be when be grows up! YAY! So much fun *in sarcastic voice* You see my parents have HIGH expectations for my future, my parents want me to be in a high paying job, be a very important person in my company, and a VERY important job. They want me to be either a CEO, park ranger, or a historian. These are all AWESOME jobs, but they are not for me. I want to be either in the Music Production Industry or a Writer (probably both.)


If you guys don't already now......I have lots of family issues. You see I come from a LARGE family, that equals to big drama. Recently my grandmother was  diagnosed with Alzheimer's disease and vascular dementia. I sadly say, I despise my grandmother. She is a complete stick in the mud, on time my siblings and I were talking to each other and we all can never recall her laughing... AT ALL. Also she isn't grateful, she told my sister and I to our faces that my mother was a lier and to never trust her. If you also don't know my mother and I don't have a wonderful relationship, but my mom is a wonderful person (most people would disagree) She has invested so much time and money into my grandmother, and my grandmother has NEVER said "thank you Lisa" (Lisa my om nickname, her real name is Alicia) And I know very well that what my grandmother does isn't her, it is the disease. Also my Aunt isn't helping very much either. You see she is the "bad egg" of my mom sisters. She is manipulative,which means she is in a LOT of debt. I am so disgusted with her, but I am not going to explain cause this journal is getting pretty long.

Now I am getting to the point I was actually make this journal for.........

My mom was going to Napa to go to the retirement home my grandmother lives at. Then she had to take her to the emergency room, for reasons I am not really sure of. Earlier today the doctor called my mom and told her that they found something in my grandmother's chest tat looks like cancer. So, as my sister and I got home from the library my mom was leaving to go drive down to the hospital. After she left and my dad was saying goodbye, my sister and I started talking...... then my sister said "You know what, not trying to be mean or morbid but --- she is going to go soon" all I could say "It is for her own good"



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So later on I found out it was stage two cancer, but it's all gone now. Also my mom visited my grandmother once again...... the funny thing is.... my grandma was having another one of her hallucinations. She thought she was the president and my Aunt (the "bad egg") was Hitler...yep... she even told her that.... So before going to summer camp we dropped in on a surprise visit on my grandma...it was fine but is was horrible seeing her in that state. So eveyone thinks she is going to pass soon so...yeah.........

Kiss on the stomach = "I'm ready"
Kiss on the Forehead = "I hope we're together forever"
Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything"
Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
Kiss on the Neck = "We belong together"
Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"

What the gesture means...
Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"
Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go"
Looking into each others eyes = "I just plain love you"
Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
Picking someone up off their feet = "That they love them fully and would do anything for them"

--Advice--
Don't ask for a kiss, take one
If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in love.

--Requirements--
Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.


If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now
and can't get them out of your head, then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you.
Re-post this as "What a Kiss Means "









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I don't believe in "re-post" things but whatever................

JUST submitted my Gave Grohl report for class. Hope you like it!